I want to thank you for letting me be myself(again)

 

Chapter 1

“Who knows if I never showed up what could've been
There goes the loudest woman this town has ever seen
I had a marvelous time ruinin' everything”

On this day, April 19, 2023. Your uncle Dynamo turns 50.

I won’t lie it’s not an easy thing for me to swallow. As I’m sure every artist does the fact that time comes with understanding, and the experience to execute your art better than ever., your body just doesn’t always play nice.

For instance. I could put together An Amazing wrestling match. In my lifetime I’ve done almost everything you could do in pro wrestling granted on a very small scale, but I’ve done a bunch of stuff. But considering.I’m in excruciating pain just from sitting around, one 1 bump they could probably skip the hospital and cut me off to Roni’s funeral home. 

I think about is that you were a little more comfortable with your mental health stuff, you’re not always as rough on yourself for not being able to accomplish everything you want to do because you’re stuck in the deep dark. But that doesn’t change the fact that sometimes you’re stuck in the deep dark, and when your head and body are both on the fritz, long terms of inactivity. I learned to be a little more realistic with my self but don’t except it.. like bad wether.. it’s just is what it is and I meteorology and my mind I don’t have a whole lot of say. 

But here it is 50. I don’t look and feel a lot like me. That old guy dresses like me.. sounds like me. But the hair is gone.. the guy is bigger. But my brain is there. 

At 50 having straight out, died one time almost dying a couple other times and cancer I don’t think about things the way some folks do I get hung up on stuff that may not be important to normal people and walk past a lot of hills. I would’ve died on before. While kicking the bucket didn’t really affect my spiritual beliefs much definitely changed the importance of stuff. In that way, I am both more easy-going and rigid about every sort of decision. At the intersection of mailable Boulevard and stubborn Road I think I have found my best self. I assure you the things I am happy go lucky about way out when the things I a.m. unmovable about especially in creative circles. 

I plan on treating myself better. I plan on being around for a long time.

Chapter 2

“ I like The party Favors but I hate the party people”

I have no clue what this year will bring. I’ve had three or 4 years of having enough Backlog of un fished stuff  that it’s at th point outing JUST THAT STUFF out would be too much to sell. 

I’d like to make a Movie.I’d like to make more videos. U

I’d like to Put out music

 like to play shows (but only under very particular very low stress circumstance.)

I’d like to put out more books

I’d like to help put out more other folks books. 

I need to do more dynaMyra projects I really really need to

Chapter 3

“the old man is still an artist with the Thompson”

So, with all that said, I am looking for collaborators old collaborators, new collaborators folks who just wanna do a cool things with cool folks. So hit me up pitch me something I want to do stuff..the type of stuff I already do that type of stuff I’ve never done before all sorts of goddamn stuff.

Chapter 4

“sometimes sticking up for your friends means killing a whole lot of people”

Things have been hard for me, but they would’ve been impossibleI wouldn’t Be alive with out my Tribe, There are to many to thank but they know who they are! I’m very lucky my family, my friends My extended family … my lady, friend, and her family.. The crazy ladies I live in this house with, everyone! Everyone who supported me and Doodels, and everyone who is taken artistic chances on me. Every time I love you every time I hug you it’s because I don’t have the words to say how grateful I am and how much I love you all.

I’m super lucky I’m super grateful.

There was a time I was happy to have one or two people that would have my back and any fight and know that I would have their ass but now I have a bunch. It’s not a huge circle its ability to create love and protect our without peer.

“everyone is a book of blood when they open their red”

I’m not very good at this.. like I said, at the beginning of every bit of promotion for this, I can’t spell my grass, but grandma is tenuously best.. but I’ve got some thing to say. It’s not profound or that interesting but it’s mine. The bad thing about the Internet is that every knucklehead thinks the World Wide Web is there platform to spell a bunch of crazy shit and unfortunately mostly negative opinions.

The good thing about the Internet is that it also gives the few destroying the proud people who stock in trade is honesty and positivity the opportunity to share their opinion and their stories. I’m glad to stay in shoulder to shoulder with those people.

So this is 50. It’s not great, but I’m gonna make it great. Thank you

Thank you 

Marz